Chapter 9
He held my waist tight and held me up, my body leaning on him as his k*ss went deeper and more intense, sending overwhelming sensations all over my body.
He was a very good k*sser. The way he devoured my l*ps made me really wet, craving more and more as I practically. wrapped my arms around his neck.
I began to feel his hardness between his thighs as they rubbed against my laps. It made a rush of excitement wave through
inc.
But then he suddenly broke the k*ss and recoiled away from me as if he just remembered something.
“What is it?” I asked, gasping as I tried to catch my breath. He stood there staring at me in shock as he stylishly clasped his hands to his front to cover the bulge.
“Are you
real?” He asked under his breath, peering at me instinctively.
“How?” I arched my brows as he narrowed his eyes at me.
“I was told I would never get a mate because of how evil I had become, so what’s happening? How and why am I this soft towards you?” He spoke lowly.
“Because we are mates,” I replied.
“Is that enough to change me?” He breathed, walking closer to me.
“Yes, maybe
My stomach grumbled at that moment, and his eyes lowered to my belly.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were hungry?” He frowned and walked over to the door. He opened it and said something to his guards at the door before returning to me.Content protected by Nôv/el(D)rama.Org.
“Your food will be here in a few minutes. What else do you want?” He asked gently.
I want you
I responded with a beam, but he said nothing. He just looked away.
“Please take me to your kingdom. My life here is a hell. I pleaded, and he chuckled deeply.
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“You want to follow the devil to hell because he seemed to be a nice guy?”
“You are not a devil.” I replied bluntly, staring at him, but he didn’t even spare me a glance.
“You don’t know me. Mate bond isn’t enough to save you, because I am still Lucian and nothing has changed!” He stated, his voice growing deeper.
“You can still change. You can become a good man with a good heart. You can….”
“I can only get worse and crueler. It is better you stay away from me before you get devoured by the demon inside me.” He interrupted and drifted his gaze at me; those eyes were glistening like there were gems in them.
“I don’t mind, as long as you allow me into your heart. Gradually, you will find out the power of love.” I cooed and tried holding his hands, but he took them back immediately.
“The last girl that I allowed into my heart has turned into ashes now because I burned her alive. Another person who my parents forced into an arranged marriage with me was skinned alive and then allowed to bleed to death. I can’t keep count
of how many people I have killed, including the one who claimed to be my loved ones: He laughed croakily,
Why are you Lifting people this way?” I asked in fright, and my eyes widened in shock.
“Bem that’s what they deserve”
No one deserves to be killed in such a maimer I snapped, my heart heavy as I stared at the intensely handsome man in
front of me
Why would be live such a life? What turned him into the psychopath he was
7 loved and trusted her, but she didn’t only break my heart; the crushed them in the most painful way He began.
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“My first love. She was my peace and my place of solace, but she wasn’t only playing me but also had the intention to kill me. He laughed sadly again
“What?” I gasped.
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“How will you feel when you realize that the person you loved with all your heart was poisoning you bit by bit and then sit beside your sick bed to console you when you get sick? I kept getting sick, consumed with pain, not knowing it was all caused by her.
“Why will she do that?”
“She wants to be the Lycan queen, then make her boyfriend the Lycan king when I die. The poison becomes deadly when they get much in the body system. I was to die a few weeks after I had wed her according to her plan. Imagine how I felt when I found out about all her plans.” He shook his head and grabbed a cup of liquor, gulping it all at once.
This is really pure wickedness.”
“Since then. I hated the sound of love, and instead of allowing love to blind me again, I use one escape mechanism, and that is taking the life of whoever I get attracted to. It is as simple as that and has really helped prevent me from becoming a vulnerable person” He smirked as his eyes roamed around me.
“You see why it is important that I kill you? For real, I should have ordered my men to unlive you immediately. I realized you were my mate, but I don’t know why I couldn’t.” He exhaled, and just then a knock came in.
“Your food is ready, I guess. Go get it. He muttered, and I walked over to the door, my legs shaking a bit as I was now scared.
I opened the door and was faced with one of the guards holding a tray of food in his hands.
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Thank you.” I mumbled with a short smile as I made to collect the food, but he withdrew, his eyes peering at me with sheer
hatred.
“What do you think you’re doing, pig?!” He seethed, his voice barely above whispers.
I was confused.
“What do you mean?” I asked, staring back at him with narrowed gaze.
“What charm are you using on the Lycan king? Do you think he won’t find out? You will surely regret using the love charm. on our king because it will not only cause your destruction but also that of this entire pack, I promise you. It’s better you leave now; it’s still early. He fumed.
“I am not using any charm!” I snapped, frowning deeply.
“You can keep denying it. I will enjoy the show when you receive the most gruesome death. Better stay away from Lucian He growled and hissed silently
“What is going on there?” The voice of Lucian came in from the inside.
“You better take my advice because it won’t end well with you if you don’t.” He added as he handed the tray to me.
I took it and wet ba ck to the room.
Lucian was really busy with the alcoholic drink, which he wouldn’t stop drinking even when his eyes were now bloodshot. He seemed to be trying to get drunk.
“Aren’t you going to stop drinking already?” I spoke out when I couldn’t hold back anymore.
He gave me no reply as he kept drinking. I faced the food and began to eat. It was jollof rice and chicken, so delicious,
The moment I was done eating, Lucian was already drunk.
“I need to forget my past. They are haunting me like demons. He grunted, filling his cup once again.
He was sitting on the bed while I was on the couch with the plate of food on the table in front of me, so I pushed it forward and stood up after drinking the full cup of water served to me.
“Stop drinking. It’s too much already.” I whined. “You can’t forget your pain that way!
“How else? Just leave when you’re done eating. I don’t want to have anything to do with you!” He rasped, but I didn’t listen and moved closer to him
“I can’t leave you. I can’t.”
Then let’s have a drink together. Share with me my pain and misery. Lay with me tonight, and don’t let go. So many things are going on in my head that I can’t even think straight. I’m really a monster!” He bawled, hissing as he rested his head on the headrest
I sat beside him and took a full cup of the liquor, which I gulped down, grimacing at the strong taste.
“Wow, you are really drinking with me?” He seemed surprised as he looked intensely at me.
“Yes, and I won’t be leaving you tonight.” I smiled, taking another shot.
“Is this why I couldn’t kill you? Are you the one to mend my heart and make me normal again?” His voice was slack, but I could clearly feel the pain in them.
“Maybe. But you have to stop getting me frightened with the word “kill” Stop killing without restraint or remorse.” I breathed, and he burst into laughter that was far from happiness. It was a very sad one.
“People have to share in my pain. I can’t suffer these pains alone. I kill to put their loved ones in anguish and pain too. I love to see that I wasn’t the only one getting consumed in this agony.” He smirked and picked up another full cup of liquor.
“Stop drinking.” I snapped and sna tched it from him.
He was surprised, and it all showed on his face.
“You aren’t scared; I will get enraged and….” He paused. “I won’t be using the word, so you won’t be frightened. I know I’m crazy to be this f**king vulnerable to you! Sh it!”
“Will you be taking me back to your kingdom? I don’t want to return home. That place is hellish with my stepmother and dad. My first mate who promised to take me away was just lying, and he tricked me into coming out, then connived with my
stepmother to send people to drug me. I spilled, and he let out a wry smile, dipped his hand inside his pocket, and brought out a piece of paper.
“Write down their names. I will get them punished.” He said, and I didn’t hesitate as I took the paper and wrote them down, my stepmother and mate adding the name of his pack so he would be easily caught.
Texcluded my father out of love.
He took the paper and dropped it on the table, then held my hand as he pulled me closer.
“I want you so badly. Since you don’t want to go back home, I will take you to my kingdom. You will live with me.” He cooed, and it was like cold water was splashed on me as the satisfying chills rushed down my spine.
It felt so unreal that I had to pinch myself. The pain confirmed it to be real life and not one of my dreams.
In joy. I hugged him tight, broke the hug after a few seconds, and then planted a deep k*ss on his l*ps.
It was like a spark of fire as we both got consumed in lust, tearing away our clothes and running fingers through our n*ked
bodies.
He carried me up and laid me on the bed gently without breaking the k*ss. I could already feel his big, hard di ck on my lap. He began to fondle my breasts, running his k*ss down my neck and chest, which made me shiver as the pleasure hit me hard.
“Your first time?” He asked under his breath as he took my nipples into his m*uth.
“Yes, and you’re
the one
I want to deflower me.