Love’n’Lust

Alex sat in the driver’s seat of her car with her hands on the steering wheel while she waited for the red traffic light to turn green.

She wasn’t crying out loud but warm tears streamed down her cheeks. She was trying to stop herself but she couldn’t. She wanted Ben and was used to getting whatever she wanted and it didn’t matter what or who.

She remembered the first few times she started to have an interest in Ben. She was seventeen, he was twenty one. She remembered it was during the holidays and he was taking Jenna to her favorite place but she tagged along.

Jenna had forgotten her purse and went to get it back so she was alone in the car with him. From the back of the seat she had called him.

“Ben?” He had turned his head to her from the driver’s side.”Do you uhm have a girlfriend?” She remembered hearing him laugh shortly because of that question of hers.

“No.” He had answered.”Why are you asking?”

“I like you.” She was a confident girl.

“You’re seventeen.”

“Doesn’t matter,” she had told him.

“It does.”

“So, if i wasn’t seventeen, you would date me?”

“…” He was about to answer but she had cut him short.

“I turn eighteen in like three months, you know.”

“Alex, even if you were my age, I wouldn’t. Jenna wouldn’t even forgive me.” He had laughed again.

“Jenna doesn’t mind if we date.” After she had said that, Jenna returned to the car, joining Ben in the front.”Jenna would you have an issue if I started to date your brother?”

“Did he ask you out?” Jenna had widened her eyes in awe when her friend asked her that. She turned to Ben but quickly knew he didn’t by the look on his face.

“He didn’t, but he says you won’t forgive him if he dates me, that’s why I’m asking.”

“That’s because he knows I know how he can be,” Jenna turned to her and whispered.

“What do you mean?”Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!

“Well Alex, Ben doesn’t do dates and relationships. He’s just going to play with you so forget him.”

“That’s not true.” She had argued with Jenna.

“It is. I haven’t seen him serious with any of the girls I know he has being with, so get your mind off him. I thought you liked Jacob?”

“Well, yeah I do, but he’s not as hot as Ben is.”

A demented smile came on her lips after she remembered that moment. A car behind her honked at her to drive since the light turned green.

She walked into her house after she got home, locked the doors properly before going to her room. She went to the safe in her room and opened it using the code. Once it opened, she took out a cassette.

Putting it into the video player, she took off her clothes, leaving only her underwear on. The video loaded and started to play. She laid on her bed and spread her legs out like she did in front of Ben in the video.

Re-creating what was done in the sextape, she threw her head backwards, imagining Ben’s face in-between her legs again.

“Ohhhh,” she heard herself moan out in the video and bit her lips. Slowly sliding her fingers into her panties, she massaged her clit, pleasuring herself like she remembered Ben do it to her.

For every slow thrusts his fingers gave her in the video, she did same to herself, finger-fucking herself slowly too.

“Mmmn,” she bit her lips as she did it.

Ben stopped fingering her and she turned around on the bed, laying on her chest before lifting her ass up. She position herself for him and his hands gripped her waist roughly as he started to pound her. She thrusted herself faster with her fingers when he started to fuck her in the video.

“O fuckkk,” she let out a loud moan in pleasure in the video, running her left hand through her hair.

She suddenly stopped masturbating and sat up to watch the video. She bit her lips to hold back her tears. This was what she wanted; for him to fuck her one more time like he did. She watched the video till she got annoyed by it and turned it off.

She sat thinking of what to do to ease off her anger when a not so good idea came to her. She took out her phone from her purse and searched through her contacts for Belle’s number but then dropped the phone. She once wanted to call Belle to threaten her to stop seeing Ben but decided to pay Tiger to kidnap her. Now that she thought of calling her, she changed her mind when she remembered what Ben did to her for attempting to harm Belle.

” I should have just let them do whatever they wanted with you, then maybe Ben wouldn’t like to touch you anymore.” She spoke to herself but then thought on it. If anything worse had happened to Belle, she(Alex) might be dead by now.

****

Belle was packing up things back into the basket she came with at Ben’s office. When she was done, Ben picked his jacket from the coat hanger near the door and opened the door for her.

“Are you going back to the house or you plan to go somewhere else?” He asked her when they were in his private elevator.

“I’ll just take a cab to city mall.”

“No, I’ll drop you off, and if you want, call me after you’re done there, I’ll come pick you up.” Belle nodded to his words.

****

Belle walked along the aisle of clothes arranged on mobile hangers. She decided she would go see Brie tomorrow so she wanted to get some things for them from the mall. She looked at the black card Ben and had given to her while deciding what to shop for first.

“Belle?” She heard someone call her name from behind her. When she turned around, she saw that’s it was Jenna.”O my gosh, thank goodness it’s actually you, would have been so embarrassing if it wasn’t you but someone else.” Jenna smiled when she came to her.

“How are you?” Belle returned her smile.

“I’m good, getting married in the next two weeks actually.”

“Oh wow, congratulations.” Belle had no idea.

“Thanks. I’ve been pestering Ben to let me know where you stay now so I can come see you but he won’t let me know. He thinks I’m gonna bring Alex along with me, and I honestly don’t know what’s wrong with that.”

“Anyways, why I wanted to come see you is to ask if you would like to be one of my bridesmaids at my wedding.”

“….” Belle was still thinking about it.

“There’s five of my friends already, if you agree to it, then I’d have six pretty bridesmaids.” Jenna said and Belle could see the excitement on her face.

“I’d love to be one of your bridesmaids.” Belle gave her an answer.

“O my gosh, thank youuuu.” Jenna hugged her.”We are having a meeting at my place tomorrow, 1pm is the time. My wedding planner and the other bridesmaids will be there to help me with choosing some things for the wedding. Will you come?”  Belle nodded.

“Thank you for saying yes,” Jenna smiled once again.