Chapter 7: 07
Chapter 7: 07
"Tss." I heard my brother say but I ignored it.
I drank a glass of water. I try to hold my breath. I was just shaken by my own reaction.
Come on, Jianna Astrid! What's your problem? It's just chat, what art is that?
I scolded myself.
It was just like that; a chat and my heart were pounding again.
My God, you're still a fool Jianna Astrid!
I was still calming my system until I returned to the room. Again, I stared at my laptop. Memories are
flashing back but before it went deeper, I forced myself to stop reminiscing bad memories.
I sighed. Deeper.
This can't be. I can't break up again just because of a chat and he can't just talk to me as if nothing
happened.
I picked up my laptop again and opened it.
I logged in again on my Facebook account and searched for his name: Russell Perez.
I immediately pressed his name as soon as it appeared and without two minds pressed the block
button.
I won't let him reach me again, especially since this is still my reaction. He will ruin me, and I will never
let that happen again.
You are better now, Jia. He can't hurt you again, not anymore.
My next days were like a blur. I spent it like the first day, I didn't go out and just locked myself in my
room. And even though Mama told me to go out a few times, I didn't listen, I just said that I would go
out next week like Reysa and I talked about.
After I blocked him, I immediately sent a message to Reysa to just contact me with my cellphone
number. I don't want to risk spending my time on Facebook especially since he can find a way to
contact me again, I am friends with his family after all.
And today is Sunday. We talked about meeting in the afternoon and we'll just meet at the resto-grill we
used to go to today.
"I'm leaving, Ma!" Goodbye. I immediately got in my car and drove it away.
It took me thirty minutes to get to town, so Reysa was already there when I arrived. He waved at me as
soon as I got out of the car.
"Yes!" she answered as he approached me. She even hugged me. I laughed.
I'm happy to see her. Of all my friends back then, only Hanz and I stayed and I am really grateful for
having them.
"I miss you!" She said excitedly.
"I miss you, too." I answered. "How are you?" I asked, excited to hear her stories.
We settled down and started looking at the resto-grill menu.
"I'm fine, everything’s on my control,” she answered. "How about you, how are you?" She also asked.
"I'm great. It's okay at work, but I still have to work hard. I don't want Hans to embarrass his friend
because I failed at work." I answered.
I waved for the waiter to get our order. And since Reysa is with me, I know it’s not just a simple dinner
out that’s going to happen today.
We ordered their best seller, then said to serve our order a bucket of light beer and some finger foods
after eating.
We were catching up while eating, mostly about work. I learned that she took over my position in the
company when I resigned. I was their Quality Management Representative.
It's not a big deal to me, maybe the management thought that Reysa was the closest to me in the
whole company and she saw how I did the job so she took my place.
"You and Hanz, is there still no progress?" She asked. I laughed.
Ever since, he fantasized that Hanz and I would actually be, which will stay as a fantasy.
"You know we're platonic," I replied.
Hanz already has his heart for someone else, who, I don’t know. He doesn't say.
"Don't you two really have a chance?" This question is still puzzling.
She's a bit tipsy even though she only has two bottles of light beer.
I shook my head slowly. "Never." I answered. Wrecking her fantasy even more.
"But you thing!" She protests. "If there's someone I would want for you to end up with, it's Hanz. I know
he will never hurt you." Ani n'ya pa.
I just nodded.
"He will never hurt me because I am his friend, Sa. As long as we are really just friends, don't insist." I
said.
Some more insistence he said I just laughed. Reysa's a hopeless romantic, sadly, she was fantasizing
a wrong tandem.
I was having fun with the drunk Reysa but a voice stunned me. He called my name, again. And this is
my heart again, it's disappearing again.
I look at Reysa, she was stunned for a second too before her eyebrows met while looking badly behind This belongs © NôvelDra/ma.Org.
me.
"Are you doing it here?" She asked. It still stood.
"I just want to talk to him." Answer it. It even held on to the back of my seat.
I stiffened.
I was gripped in my chest by the force of its pulse. My heart lost more and more when our skin came in
contact. My hairs stood on end as well.
I can't breathe anymore.
But before they could speak more, I forced myself to stand and walk away. I run down the second floor
and into my car.
I heard them calling my name but I never looked at them. I drove away and didn't look back.
I was cursing myself for reacting like that. Even my eyes are betraying me as well. I was crying really
hard that I had to pull over, because otherwise I might have an accident if I tried to drive up the Zigzag.
"Bullshit, Jia! Why are you still so stupid when it comes to her." I cried more.