He used to hate her

Chapter 33

What am I feeling right now? Should I be happy or...

Suddenly, the door to my house burst open. Sofia never comes in such a rush. I turned to spot Xander breathlessly looking at the entrance. He's here to see me at this night time. Did he receive my voice message?

No one spoke for a minute. His eyes shifted from my face to my phone. " Are you watching my wedding? The one where I run away?" He asked.

" Yeah, the one where a groom ran away instead of a bride."

" Yeah, that's true. I can't marry her. I thought you gave up on me. But then I received your voice message at the last minute"

" I'm so sorry, Xander. I walked away from you. But I gave you a lot of missed calls for the past two days. But you didn't respond to my calls. I thought you moved on," I told him, tossing the phone aside.

" I didn't know you called me, Madison. If I have known it earlier, I would have responded in a minute. Veronica deleted all the calls I got from you. She even tried to delete the voice message you sent me. I just caught her with my phone today morning. You asked me to meet you outside the dinner yesterday. I already missed the day. She did it all," Xander explained.

She's still trying to break us apart but for god's sake, Xander saw my message.

" I can't believe she hasn't changed a little after many years. I can't imagine what would have happened if you have never seen my message. I thought it's all over," I spoke as I'm close to tears.

" It didn't happen. The wedding's cancelled for good. I'm not worried about my memories anymore. I want to start a new life. I'm okay with these new memories if you are in it," Xander said, as I ran into his arms. That's what I wanted to do days ago but I walked away. I will never do that again.

" I'm glad it's over. I know you asked me to move in with you. I will do that, Xander." I said, pressing my lips to his lips. He didn't speak any more words but kissed me desperately and fiercely.

" Close the door," I muttered as he locked it and questioned me. " Isn't Sofia home yet?"

" No. It may take an hour or so,"

" Oh, we got more time," He pushed me towards the coach without breaking the kiss. His hands roamed all over my body. It feels like it's been a long time without seeing him.

" What did your parents say about your runaway?" I asked as we lay on the couch with Xander on top of me.

" Is it important? I can't really think of anything but you," He replied, taking my top off.

" I'm just wondering about it. They are still your parents," I spoke as I got distracted by Xander's hands on my body.

" We can think about it later. They have to understand me one day. At the time, I will tell them that I'm going to marry you," He replied and buried his face in my neck.

" I didn't know you are so serious about our wedding?" I managed to say in between moans.

" I'm damn serious about this. Or why would I choose a cake for us? Now, can we postpone the conversation later?"

" I can't stop being talkative but I will try," I told while I removed his shirt. I ran my hand over his chest admiring his muscle. Years ago, when I was lying next to him with his shirt off, he just yelled at me and left the room. The memories come to me but it's not going to happen again.NôvelDrama.Org owns all © content.

" You are so beautiful, Madison. I wanted to say that from the day I saw you in the hospital," He lovingly caressed my check.

" I was a mess that day. I had bloodshot eyes too since the moment I saw you got hit by the car,"

" But I loved the way you looked at me. You looked like I'm everything to you. I wanted to know you from that day,"

" And now you know me. I know we put the past behind us, but I wanted to tell you one thing. I loved you for a very long time. For many years."

" Did you?" There's an amusement in his eyes.

" I would have loved you back. Did I?"

" Nope. You didn't. That doesn't matter. But now you love me." I pulled him for another kiss. Suddenly, I felt some vibration in the coach.

Xander took my phone and kept it down on the floor.

" You didn't see who it is?"

" Yeah, you can attend it later. I don't want anyone to interrupt this moment."

" Neither do I," I kissed him again until our lips are swollen. Then my hands moved down to his pants.

" Are you sure?"

" Yeah, you don't want it?" I frowned.

" Of course, I want it. Why would I even say 'no'? " I relaxed after hearing that. Xander won't remember it but he's my first kiss and I was his first. I don't know if Veronica was his first which is the last thing I

want to think about. But I want him to be the one and only one in my life.

" Do you have...." I stopped in middle.

" Protection? Yes, I do."

I raised my eyebrow.

" Don't look at me like that. I want to make love to you. I know we can't do it in the hospital with me having a broken arm. But today's the day, I want everything to be perfect." He told and leaned to kiss me once again. I didn't dare to start another conversation.

.....

I heard the knocking sound coming from the door. Shiiit...It must be Sofia. I didn't know how many hours passed but I'm lying with Xander on the coach. We are tangled up since the space is too contagious.

" Madison? What are you doing? Open the door. Are you okay? I know you are upset with Xander's wedding. But you don't need to lock you up in the house." She yelled from outside. Oh, god. If I didn't open up the door, she will tell my life story to all our neighbours.

I grabbed my phone from the floor to see the time. It's almost 11:00 pm. She's way too late than I expected.

" Xander, wake up," I called him as he was sleeping peacefully. For a minute, I can't stop myself from admiring his handsome face and his square jawline. At the beginning of the day, all I imagined is Xander putting a ring on Veronica's finger. Not for a second, I thought we would make love.

" Madison? Are you alright? I'm afraid, now. I will call the police if you don't reply,"

NO, don't do such things. That will embarrass me forever.

" I'm fine, Sofia. Why do you even need to call the police? I will open the door in some minutes. Please wait," I replied without moving my body from the coach.

" Thank god, you replied. I thought you are trying to end your life,"

" What? I'm not that stupid. Why would I do that?" I spoke louder enough for her to hear.

" because today Xander's wedding. I thought you will do something bad to yourself. I know you miss him so badly,"

Why would I miss him when he's asleep next to me? I thought to myself.