Chapter 111 Don't Force Me
Chapter 111 Don't Force Me
William didn't give Sherry a moment to say no as his kisses journeyed south along the contour of her face, eventually landing on her soft lips. His lips rubbed against hers intimately as they reveled in each other's scent. His hands no longer even repressed themselves and began to caress her curvaceous body, then unzipped her gown. His hands trailed down her neck and slowly landed on her soft, erect breasts.
With that, he didn't stop his hand, but skillfully unbuttoned her bra.
Then his lips fell on her sweet breasts, taking the plump nipples in his mouth while his beard tickled her.
"William! Don't do this…" Her heart trembled with fear, unable to withstand such a touch from him. "Don't make me hate you!"
"I haven't touched her, and I won't touch her. You are all I have and all I will ever have, only you!" He shouted in a deep voice. "Sherry, I miss you…"
"William!" Her voice was like a cat's purr, a bit breathy.
He lowered his head to suck the nipple on her breast, and suddenly a warm sensation came from her breast, and her body trembled, softened and became more sensitive with the sensation.
But there was a barrier in her mind, "No! Don't touch me! William! I will hate you!"
How could he understand her mind? He thought she would miss him as much as he did. Only God knew how much he missed her now and couldn't wait to be with her every moment of every day!
She punched his arm, "William, let go of me, let go of me!"
Suddenly, there was a sudden stinging pain of being sucked on her neck. Sherry whimpered in pain, was he a beast? He had actually bitten her hard!
The pain from the slap on his back not only didn't make William's movements gentle, but he kissed Sherry's body even more frantically. His scattered, scorching kisses fell along her snow-white neck, little by little, as if to kiss every inch of her body.
The fire of lust inside her body seemed to be getting hotter and hotter. Sherry's breathing became heavier and heavier as the succession of trembling pleasure made her suddenly feel like she was stepping on a cloud. Under the gorgeous light, there was only Williams' deeply contoured face. His eyebrows, his eyes, his affectionate gaze, all made her fond.
But as soon as Lucille's frightening face came to her mind, she was jolted awake...Oh my God, what were they doing? They couldn't do this!
The road of love was really crowded with three people walking together!
William was still kissing her and his head buried in her bosom. Sherry's hands kept struggling and finally pressed the switch at the door. With a snap, the light was turned on!
For a moment, his body stiffened. Nôvel(D)rama.Org's content.
"Let go of me!" She pushed him away as hard as she could.
He took a step back and saw the bruise on her chest where he had nibbled on it. His heart fluttered and ached. What was wrong with him? "Sherry..."
In the light, she numbly adjusted her gown as she looked at William. Her hair was disheveled, while her dress was rumpled and loose. Her bra had just been taken off by him, and her nipples were still bulging at the moment from his fondle.
The vaguely visible nipples attracted all his strength…
William's eyes got even deeper!
"Don't come any closer!" She shouted in shame and anger. "Don't make me hate you!"
He didn't dare to take another step forward because of the desperation and shame in her eyes.
He didn't dare to take a step forward and just looked at her with eyes full of pain.
She looked at him too, her eyes were full of pain as well when they looked at each other.
The face of the man in front she was so pale and his beard was so long! He always looked clean and tidy, and rarely looked distressed and downcast. In Sherry's impression, he had never been as haggard as he was now. This time, he looked even more downcast than the last time he saw Lucille at the MY residence. Seeing his unkempt appearance, her heart ached.
"Alright! I won't touch you! Just let me stay here for a while, okay? Can you let me stay for one night? I'll just watch you and not do anything, okay?" William's voice was vaguely undulating with struggle. His heart beat faster while his eyes unblinkingly watched Sherry's every expression and every movement, expecting her pardon.
"William, go back and don't ever come back here again! If you don't want to force me to leave here, don't come here again!" she muttered.
"Sherry!" William walked up to her, lowered his head, gazed at her quiet face and said in a deep voice after a long silence, "Don't go away, don't leave me, I was wrong! I promise that I will not assault you again without your permission, please don't refuse to see me, okay?"
"Go away!" She grimaced. "Don't forget, she needs you!"
As soon as she spat out these words, the warmth in the room seemed to disappear instantly.
The empty room suddenly became as cold as ice.
William knitted his brows tightly, his lips pale, and stared at her, remaining silent.
After saying such words, she immediately regretted it! She was regretful, anxious and couldn't bear to see him like this! But she couldn't give him hope because she wasn't sure and she didn't want to disrupt her own life.
"Don't you need me?" he asked in a husky voice.
"No! I don't need you! I can still live without you, and my life will be happy and peaceful!" She finally said these words ruthlessly, but her heart seemed to be stabbed by a sharp knife, so painful that she couldn't breathe.
"Are you really happy?" His voice was calm, yet she could still hear that he was holding something back.
She didn't answer, only she knew whether she would be happy and no one could replace her, but so what if she needed him? She didn't have such a good tolerance for watching him be gentle with other women. She was selfish, and she would rather lose this love than have her heart frying in a frying pan all day.
So she would rather not have each other than have eternal love with him.
"Of course I'm happy! Incredibly happy! Can't you see I just got back from a party? And someone even drove me back!" Sherry suddenly looked up at him, her dark eyes gleaming, like black pearls shining in the light.
She thought she would cry again, but she didn't! Instead, she was unusually calm. She actually didn't cry, she thought she would cry out in pain; she thought she couldn't pretend anymore.
"Are you happy? Are you really happy? Are you really so incredibly happy?" he shouted. His voice was full of pain, why could she be carefree while he was so fucked up?
But she heard her own calm voice. "Yes, I can be very happy..."
"Didn't you say you loved me?"
"But I love myself more!" She smiled, her smile was faint and graceful like the orchids growing in the valley. "I don't want three people to walk this road of love together, but whoever is with you is destined to be three people together. Lucille is a burden you can never get rid of in your life…I don't want to go on like this anymore…It's too tired for me…William, you should cure her as soon as you can. Tell her that Samuel is her child, and also tell Samuel that Lucille is his biological mother…Perhaps, it'll help her recovery!"
It was too painful…too painful…
She felt as if her heart had been pierced by a knife. How could she not be hurt when she forced herself to give her child and the man she loved to another woman? How could she not be tortured and tormented? However, when she saw his painful appearance, her heart hurt even more!
But what else could she do? What should she do?
William stared at her with his handsome face devoid of any expression, but then he burst out laughing and moved closer to her.
When she saw him laugh, her heart trembled. There was not a trace of warmth to be seen in his beautiful dark eyes. "Sherry, you're really generous!"
Sherry's heart throbbed until she almost suffocated. She wasn't generous, but she had no choice!
She just wanted Lucille to get better soon, just wanted him to not work so hard. It was sad and heartbreaking to see his careworn face.
But his sarcasm caused a sharp pain in her heart, and she was immediately deeply hurt.
Hurt by his attitude, hurt by his ridicule, hurt by his sarcasm and harsh words.
Her face flushed scarlet, then slowly blanched and became pale and bloodless. She bit her lips, and blood seeped from the corners of her lips.
Then, she took a deep breath and stared intently at him, trying to read the real thoughts from his eyes. However, all she saw was a deep darkness...bottomless darkness.
She turned around abruptly, intending to escape from the living room before bursting into tears.
She tried to run towards the bedroom, but he suddenly stopped her. His body was robust, like a wide wall, and in his eyes there was a bleak sternness.
His face turned pale, and the mockery at the corner of his mouth had disappeared without a trace. But, his expression was extremely serious, solemn, and cold.
"Sherry, you're abandoning me and also Samuel. How could you do such a heartless thing?" he said in a hoarse voice.
She stood still, staring at him passively, she had no choice but to keep pretending, "Yes, because I'm generous! Go away, I don't want to see you again!"
William stared at her fondly, her thin figure seemed farther and farther away from him, as if he could no longer catch her, could no longer see her…
"All right! I'm leaving! I'll never come back!" He clenched his fist and said in a voice so low that it was almost inaudible. Suddenly, he laughed, but the emotion in his laughter was so despondent and sad.
He stood up and laughed to a greater extent, but she seemed to notice a hint of heartache and helplessness hidden in his smile. Why was that?
He finally opened the door, and the smile on his face disappeared instantly. Then, the door closed all of a sudden!
She had never seen him look so desperate, or laugh so mournfully. He laughed and left, while she sat helplessly on the floor, huddling herself up.
She kept telling herself, forget him, forget him! Forgetting was the wisest choice.
But the moment the door closed, all kinds of emotions came up together in her heart. Various complicated emotions besieged her ring upon ring, and she could no longer control her tears. Tears flooded her eyes and blurred her vision, falling drop by drop and finally turning into a low whimper.
She buried her head in the crook of her arm and cried her eyes out. She was so sad.
She kept hanging her head down, so she didn't notice that the door was opened again. William had an extra key in his hand, it turned out that they had both forgotten to pull the key out just now.
He removed the key and sent it in, but the moment he opened the door, he saw her sitting on the floor crying, and his heart broke with her instantly! All the disguise, all the reluctance, all the toughness was shattered in this moment!
He walked over and squatted down in front of her.
Suddenly, she felt a heavy breath and jerked her head up. Why did he get back?
"I thought you're really indifferent to me!" His taut face looked even more angular. It was a handsome face that women admire the most.
She opened her eyes wide and looked at him. Looking at his handsome face, which had caused her to suffer insomnia for a month, tears rolled down her cheeks.
Her heart was twisted, over and over again, causing pain all over her body.
"You silly girl! Get up, the floor is cold!" He tried to pull her up.
She didn't expect him to come back, and she was puzzled as to how he got in.